As part of the pre-op process I have to have a nutrition assessment and a psychological assessment and I’m nervous about them both. I don’t know how I feel about having someone dive into my world to discover my twisted relationship with food. All those sneaky little moments were I rationalized
“I can eat that because no one’s around to see me!”
“If I eat it really fast I can pretend it never happened”
“Salad w/o dressing for dinner = big piece of cheesecake for dessert!”
I have waged this terrible war with food for years and I finally feel like I am about to launch a weapon of mass destruction on it. Finally I will be able to figure out why I love something I hate so much and why I haven’t been able to beat this on my own.
In the meantime I have set a few rules for myself that I already know I need to work on.
1. Cut out soda (that’s going to be HARD)
2. Practice not drinking a beverage while I’m eating a meal
3. Make sure that my meal has some protein in it
4. Remember to take vitamins (another hard one – I can never remember!)
